Saturday, November 2, 2024

My Mind 

Strange are the ways of my mind.

Stranger, it's flight.

One moment it is calm and quiet, 

a torrential rain the next moment.

I try to harness this unruly horse.

But it's an attempt totally futile.

It gallops faster than the stormy wind,

unleashing fury and devastation behind.

Oh! Mind, why don't you be my friend. 

Be my partner and guiding light.

 I am your friend, it whispers back.

But it's you who has to take that stance.

What you think, I just compound.

You are my master nor I am a rabid hound. 



 

 

 Afloat 

A fledgling, I tumbled out of my shell..

Eyes barely open, trying to make sense of the world.

My chirping, my wobbly walk a sight to see,

Filled my parent's eyes with glee..

Step by Step as I grew up,

the world seemed a lot different..

Not all was as was taught to me,

not all was as it seemed.

Eagles and vultures, the predators, 

lurked in the grab of well-wishers.

Oh! The stories they weaved and the dramas they enacted and created.

What does a fledgling understand and what could I say...

Horror and shame, a feeling that things were not as they seemed,

was all I felt along the way.

The wings were singed, the flights clipped,

a bird with broken wings sans repair.

Still, I strived to take that flight..

Fumbling and faltering along the way.

Giving up was not a choice, not a moment from my goals I swayed.

These vultures marred a childhood, leaving scars so deep.

Like those dark clouds that suddenly cover the sun though momentarily,

such a life I lead..

The clouds tried their best to engulf me in darkness, but somehow like lightning, 

I pierced through that darkness.

Today as I soar high above the clouds, 

those rumbling moments of doubt come.

Like a drowning man, I just grapple and hold on to every twig,

to stay afloat..